mood

hours ago i was just very teary, sat by my pc and starring at photos which i really shouldn't be tempted to look at but i did, i was crying not like a baby, but an old man who came across great sentiments.

minutes ago in the shower, i was washing myself with great exuberance   knowing the fact that i finally have settled some old scores and ready to get more surplus, i am moody as usual but recently i have exerted through experience of a totally different set of moods.  sometimes i feel so positive that i could be negative and thought that's why i'm so attractive.  other days i feel so out of the place, all my extremities are trying to outshine each other in the most active ways.

i sat at the edge of my living room window to take photo of this beautiful flower in my backyard.  i was feeling very sick that day, bodily and mentally.  i used my 70-300mm nikkor VR lens mounted on D300 shooting at iso800 to take advantage of it's low noise attribute yet even though it's so bright outside but i wanted to take at very fast speed to secure the sharpness i seek and the detail which i didn't want to lose.  (i realize the faulty compound sentences I maybe writing).