Beautiful outside, the sound of pollution slowly approach me from the front then quickly fades to the back where Brookville dumps into the Atlantic where JFK runaway conjunct in the heart of Rockaway.
777 flown by Qatar with immense GE power plants rumbles above me and traffic seemingly rage with horns sounding and brakes screeching.
Although noisy and messy, all these are still beautiful in my mind.
The air feels damp yet soft.
I took a few deep breathe through my nose and I could smell the smog, the grass, and the incoming thunderstorm.
My body quickly rejuvenates as I closed my eyes to listen to my heart beat. I imagine myself standing in a grass field in another place and another time.
The monsoon air rekindles me. I imagine myself standing in the rice patties where new rice bears the color of gentle green.
My tired eyes are moist by healing tears.
Soon the thunderstorm will arrive to wash the rough week away and freshening the air for a welcoming weekend.
I want to hear the thunders crack, I want to see the first rain drop disappears into the ground, I want to see lightning paint the sky like brush on canvas, I want to see the sidewalk washed by thousands of ripples, I want to be out there, I want to be like the weeds near the sidewalk just grow relentlessly, I want to stay in that moment forever, the moment of monsoon.


