a closer look of my horoscopes

This email which was sent to my soul mate to share my feelings this morning. It summarized just how crappy my morning was.

Yesterday I've had the pleasure to stay home to rest over cold/flu like symptoms. So today is my Monday but the amount of emails and pending works collected during my one day absence makes me wonder just how am I going to catch up when I leave for my 10 days vacation coming soon in December.

A mentor I idolize to told me to keep things simple. Easy for him to say, just how am I suppose to do one thing at a time.

"My email:

You know when you sign a contract with someone and if you breach it that person might take out the contract to remind you.
Well, in my case supervisor copied GM and send me email regard errors on files.
And attached my signed department policy???
Crazy, what just because I signed that I understand dept policy all my files must be error free?
WTF is going on?
Anyway, this is going to the blogging book."

My horoscope for today reads, let me break it down for you and see just how accurate this horoscope is:

"When all you can hear is good news, there's bound to be danger lurking in the shadows.(this is so me, I love to hear good things and my mood could go from sunny to rain when I hear something bad about me. people often tell me not to be so harsh. I'm born to the sign of monkey which reads my personality being easily discouraged.")

But for now you can avoid problems by concentrating on the positive possibilities rather than the negative. (there are so much negativities here. sometimes I feel I'm like a fucking demon who fuels on negative energy, or am I??? I'm working on my best to see the so called bigger picture".) Affirmations are extra potent today, so give voice to anything that's healthy and furthers your development. You get to choose your future with each word you say aloud." (that's true, the email I received from supervisor and instead of going to attack mode I simply admitted my weakness and answered like a soldier, yes sir, yes madam, I will try my very best.)

My tomorrow's horoscope is even more accurate, check out how I break it down: (btw, horoscopes courtesy of aol.com)

"You have recently moved through a phase where your egalitarian thoughts led the way. (the key word here is egalitarian means in favor of equality for everyone. This is very aries, very me, very headstrong. I'm the hero type who seeks justification for myself and the people around me. But often I find myself in pain on the losing end. this is why I am so rebellious and these days I remind myself to curb the attitude) You could rationalize whatever you wanted. Now, however, you might not be able to catch your breath because so many feelings are emerging from your subconscious and squeezing out your objectivity. Hang in there even if it's not easy, for this wave of emotionality should ultimately bring a positive transformation." ( this is so true and it is why I'm chewing on my chicken feet stew over chinese cabbage stir fried in bacon and relentlessly typing during my lunch break. Pain or gain, I know what I'm best and weak at. I can't let the negative side of my work be the judge on who I am. I need to hanging there and use and transform my negative energy into my artistic expression that speaks the brightest, the most beautiful, the stuff that makes us feel complete.")


As I'm typing this, I couldn't help but to crack a smile and giggle a little by myself. Blogging is truly positive for me. Whether you, you, and you, out there are even reading this but I feel completly relieved as if I'm seeing a Shrink.






Until next time, whether rain or shine, wish me the best and when I get my success I promise I will share the wealth with everyone I love.