Autumn is maturing and winter is coming fast

it's time to go to sleep but i'm not really tired except the medicine induced drowsiness is kicking and my eyes are sacking but my mind is still jumpy.  spent my day today at home sick.  so i guess i'm pretty restful.  my morning head ache has already started as i become restless thinking about office work catch up, oh well.  these two black and whites and one HDR were done a year ago and were created during a strange and turbulent time.  those days were different and that day when i shot these scenes along with others, i truly felt the camera and my conscious were together as one.  the camera reacts to how i think and my index finger tip sparks the connection with a click of the shutter.

This shot foreshadows my next year ahead, a lonely, empty, but challenging and rewarding future ahead.
Then was my D50 and I sharing the intimate afternoon together alone in the woods.  Little did I know the D50 now joined by D200 and FM2 have all taken up a little of my soul.  Sometimes I let my camera sit there to dust.  I can not shoot without some emotions.  Autumn is maturing and winter is coming fast.  The crisp cool morning often gives me a little blue but the soft sun in the afternoon heats up my blood and leave my smiling for the afternoon.  I like shooting black and white but at times I like the richest saturation in my colors because the world is just too beautiful and often what you want to capture is not what you had in mind.